Clearing Out The Clutter

3 12 2011

I took some time to clear out my clutter.

I had my mind so cluttered with unresolved anger, resentment, grief, guilt, and thoughts of unworthiness.
I couldn’t sleep at night effectively.
I could not focus clearly on any project.
I took my anger and frustration out on those that did not deserve it – those that love me the most…my children.
I had thoughts of unworthiness towards myself.
I could not accept a compliment.
I picked the same abusive relationships time and time again.
I would turn to alcohol to numb my pain.
I was convinced that I was not beautiful.
I did not love myself at all.

I am so happy to say that all these statements are in the past now in my life.
I have been on a healing journey of growth, acceptance, forgiveness, and love.
I now honor myself and what has happened in my life.
I am the ‘me’ I was created to be.

I am so thankful to those that have been with me on this journey in the last two years.
I am so thankful to my God for never giving up on me and placing the right people in my life at the right time.
I am so thankful for my mentor Laurie Davis for always believing in me and loving me.
I am so thankful for my family for loving me and supporting me.
I am so thankful for my husband for his unending love for me.

I am so thankful that I went on this journey and cleared out my clutter.

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3 responses

3 12 2011
Stan Wiebe

That is awesome. I love it when people break thru into the invisible realm where God dwells are we become free .

4 12 2011
John Thiessen

I believe that you are already successful. What if you are just unfolding?
I loved you from the 1st day we met Paula. You are beautiful.
Thank-you for sharing.
Blue Skies,
John (JT)

4 12 2011
Carmen

Yay! I am proud of who you are! Decluttering is good. I will endeavor to do the same.

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